The title says it all, I believe.

I was going to write something lengthy and in-depth, but to be honest, it's too frustrating to try and explain in its fullness. I just want to cut to the end where I'm really pissed, feeling a bit mislead, trapped in a terrible way, and drowing, and it's breeding new resentment, which I never sought to have, let alone ever dreamed I could, towards this person and in this way. Reminds me a little of Max, almost.