So... it's been a long time since I've been to Max's.

I'm headed there today on the 4:56 southbound tri-rail, and... I'm scared? He's taking me to a pretty light show at the planetarium though, which is nice. But I'm worried about the obvious.

It's not a question of wanting to - of course I'm going to. I was with him for three years. He's familiar, and there are a lot of feelings that we still have for one another. It's going to be hard, maybe harder than I can handle, but I hope not.

I like Coby, and he offers just the same thing that Max did, but we haven't had time to grow, yet. If I mess it up now, well... that'd be foolish. And Max just wants sex, so it's not worth it. It would just hurt in the end, and I'd lose Coby.

Oh, man. But temptation! Curse it all!