I hate feeling like I'm acting like a little brat because things don't go my way.

Unfortunately, I hate more than anything when I'm being disappointed. I thought something was happening two different times tonight, a fetish party and a light show/video games. Both of them failed and I just... I'm frustrated and unhappy.

It feels like I never do anything anymore. Maybe I'm just crazy and, again, bratty, but... I don't know. What the fuck, man?