So there's this kid named Spencer who digs me or whatever.

Let's cut right to the chase. It's creepy. He says he doesn't like me, blah blah blah, it's bullshit. He sent me weird e-mails confessing his undying love, a feeling he's never had the chance to experience. That sounds bad or whatever, but I never even talked to the kid for a whole year (Freshman year), and apparently, the first time he saw me (as quoted from his e-mail) he couldn't get me out of his head.

He thought that during the month where Max and I were really split up, it would be a good time to tell me some things. He can't seem to understand that those e-mails did permanent damage on whatever friendship we had. It wasn't that great of a friendship to begin with! Yeah, I went to some of his band's shows and I think hung out with him once at his house to beat him at Soul Calibur III for an hour or so because I didn't want to go home just yet, not particularly because I wanted to be with Spence, but because I was bored. He did all this crazy stuff for my birthday and Christmas that I appreciated, but... How could he not see that it was strange? You don't spend loads of money (I won't say how much or what he got) on someone who's just your friend, unless they're like your only friend and you've known them your entire life. Even then, that's rare.

Like, sometimes I want to tell him exactly how I feel about a lot of things, but I can't because I think he might explode, but it's gotten to the point where I want out of this relationship, if it can even be called that. He messaged my friend Santi and asked why I was ignoring him yesterday, which I wasn't. I talked to him here in graphics while doing my work. After that, I didn't sit next to him in Physics because I don't want to be next to him anymore, and then I took AP English mostly to get away from him while telling him I probably wasn't going to. That's a bad lie, but I know he would have followed me.

*Sigh.* Well, I'll sort through this... Maybe.